Greatest Joy..

I have endured a lot of pain and a lot of pleasure. I have developed the most amazing friendships (and just added on to the ones I have). I have laughed until I have tears in eyes, and I have cried and let my friends hold me. I have experienced new emotions and even more of the old. I have given up on judgment. I am happy with who I am.Everyone's life is hard and complicated. Nothing in life is random, and loving is the greatest joy of all.

I used to think I was a lot more complicated than I am. But truthfully, like I said we are all complicated. The key is figuring yourself out and the rest comes a bit easier.

I enjoy trying new restaurants, even though I am probably the most picky girl you will ever meet. I like feeling and I'm not afraid of touch. I love looking at art and even though I have certain types I do myself, I can appreciate them all. I really do love people, but sometimes I find myself nervous and shy. Other times I find myself having so much fun and being super outgoing.I am myself and though not perfect, satisfied..

My best friends are amazing. I am 100% content with the friendships I have developed in my short life. They are my life and my world. They are the friends I love to share everything with. They are the friends I am there for and are there for me. I have lived and learned quite a lot in the past years, I have had the hardest and the best times with my best friends. I have lost and gained. It is life. I love all of my best friends and will always love them no matter what has happened or may ever come between us. Growing up with such great friends (and family like my mom and dad, brothers and sys too) has taught me so much. I love you guys. You learn so much from friends and family; it's quite amazing. I just want to say thanks to you guys. So thanks.

Thank you best friend who decided to play puppets with me, and has been there through thick and thin...150% of you,
thank you best friend who will sit in my room with me just to ramble or repeat "I need a boy" and then laugh until we cry...
okay, that comes with most of you.

♥ thank you best friend who has always had my back for emotional support and who is always on my side.
thank you best friend who is there to be brutally honest but with an open and pure heart. i appreciate it ever so much.
thank you best friend who is NOT my yes man, but one of my favorite companions.
thank you best friend who is protective but supportive no matter what.
thank you best friend who let me believe in myself, and know i can do anything i want in life (i love you forever for it).
And thank you for being the best friends I laugh with.
thank you for being my cheerleaders.
thank you for being my therapists, and thank you for being my shoulders.
thank you for sometimes being my brain,
and other times, being my heart. thank you for being my balance. You all should know who you are. :) ♥